Tuesday, November 08, 2005

Unintended? Perhaps

I have it all.. Life is as beautiful as it can get (well almost).. Weight loss right on target.. Weather change all more than welcome.. Enemies submitting.. Cup of love brimming over the edges... Old friends closer than ever.. New friends - well almost there.. Is all good.
Still there is an abysmal loss of a heart broken....
Tired of writing empty verses to muse not there...
Living within walls - self created...
Shunning away love for something better still...
Hating the right - still keeping wrong at bay, and hating it all the more still...

No content... too mcuh expression? If only the content made sense more than expression did..

Confusion? Inevitably a constant companion every step of the way..

Puching bag? Always had a natural talent for...

Frustration? Despise my valued and treasured necessary evils...

Letting go? Trying to learn to fight impulses...

Doubt? Battling to rise above and falling down each time...

Still seeking companionship in solace, searching for the inner rhythm, struggling to survive...

Homour me? How can I? still love starved and succesfully portraying more than love content !!!


2 comments:

AG said...

Another beautiful piece! Though I don't see the need for a weight loss program! ;D

But you bring out your inner feelings, the pain, the anguish... 'n that's what is so beautiful. Sometimes, it is the raw emotion that touches a chord!

A typical "your" kinda article... as uncomplicated yet, as mysterious!! :)

Anonymous said...

welcome to everyday life of i,me,myself