Friday, September 30, 2005

Theory of Communication




9am - communication

he says she does not communicate............... he stands there in the centre of the class, calls communication life, an instinctual desire to form relations with the person being communicated to effective communication. and then he looks at her and says she does not communicate. in a class of 40 odd kids, he points at her...........tells her, she has a face that expresses evrything with complete transparency. 'but you are not communicating madam', he tells her.

10am - broadcasting

'madam, please make your presentation... tell me your movie concept,' he invites. with a painfully sore throat, spinning head and running etap oph a nose, she stands in the centre of the class and talks of delhi buses, eunuchs, key-swapping parties, wedding dancers........blah blah blah be be blah! and then he tells her she has communicated her idea quite well. 'excellent and brilliant feasibility,' he consents......'but speak a little clearly madam and don't come if you're not well.'

11am - Reporting

'why did you not file in your reports on friday when i told you to. now sit till after 7pm and do it all by today,' she threatens. and she is unable to communicate her urge to go back home and sleep. she was tired, hungry, sweating and running high fever. but she stays and files her reports ...............

10.10pm- hmmmm..........

she is home. she's busted her ass, she looks exhausted, she's totally wasted, she needs her protein shots again and she wants to sleep. but she can't...........................why? because the one person she really wants to talk is not there to listen. And then he says again, 'Madam, don't mind my saying this, but you do not communicate..'


A month ago and then history repeats itself again.
Am i going in circles again?

12 comments:

Anonymous said...

Looks like you are in a world where only you are supposed to synchronized with your own ideas enwrapped with words...its truly confusing what you write and too simple in meaning for whom you write.....!!!!

Keep cinfusing the world and cherishing your ownslef....!!

Zedekiah said...

thanks for the comment, whoever you are.

i dont try to confuse, i just feel deep.

thanks for the advice.... ;->>

Anonymous said...

looks like I hurt you. I have no intentions to do so. You write for yourself thats good. But they say the critics are your mirror. You can reform writing style ( ofcourse if you wish for that). If many do not understand then writing in blogs looses its meaning. No doubts you have your own thinking but yet thoughts can be presented in simple words with a more coherent way and obviously can be felt deeper with no efforts....!!!! Pen is smarter than sword.....

DO I need to apologize.?

Zedekiah said...

no, you got me all wrong! im just thanking you for the comment. you dont have to aplogise..

you see, for me my blog is my expression....
....... And this is MY EXPRESSION!

the best thing about words are that they can be interpreted in any language. mine may be different from yours. and what i write may not always be read in context to me, could mean something entirely different to you as well............

think about it!

Anonymous said...

thout about it!!!!! Here you go...


the best thing about words is that they are never lifted beyond their symbolic interpretations.Thoughts are welcome to exists in all their multitude.and yet without that subtle, unstated, under-implied but seminal strand running through them, they are in danger of being reduced to mere .... isn't it????

Anonymous said...

continued.......

your application of words and options of process cannot determine the final outcome of your thoughts unless there is coorelation between them and that extant undulations of reality

Zedekiah said...

wow! you do have a lot to say about words. let me simplify this. my blog is my emotions and myself. raw, un filtered, and totally me. contains all the elements that make me. confusing........ yes that is me? actually, im mostly confused about everything and that makes me wonder and question a lot, generally. but i do agree about the corelation bit. sadly, i live in a fairy land. im a princess in a high tower. so, my dear anonymous friend, do you blog and how about leaving your name with your comment the next time.....

keep typing in lil notes....

Anonymous said...

Confusion, per se, is not the draw back. Rather its a positive signal, for confusion shows an understanding of options, a grasping of the intricate flow of events, interweaving of circumstances and the complex fabric of life where nobody can do some thing while understanding the full import of all the ensuing results. But the issue is the use of articulate facade to create the citadel around your fairy land so as to preserve its pristine beauty and divine sacrosance. Princess you may be indeed, but apart from wallow in your empire, your responsibility also overarchs on its other affairs.-Abhinav

Zedekiah said...

well Abhinav - I master my own world. and like evry ruler, my land surrounds me and my loved ones. My pe is somewhat an extension of my land. a sort of a documented chronicle, so to speak. And to let anyone in and abandon jusgement over my empire is not what im looking for. For all my love, my citadel is well guarded and secure. Eyes look out, none look in. Not till the entry is not gained. Its no mystery, its no fable.... In a way it is reality, but it is my reality, the way i see it. You may call it selective perception, but I don't find reason enough to see it otherwise!!!!!!

Anonymous said...

...And I I've no desire that you see it otherwise. Your firm assertion of the impregnabiility of your queendom in itself is the argument, justification, and validity of its putative status. And which of couruse, dispels the former vague clouds of confusion and ambiguity to endow your queendom with the Empire of Sun. As for myself, I am no trespasser, but just a passing shadow of time; Gates and Forts I rare see for my route encompasses vents of conscience.
Abhinav

Zedekiah said...

hey i admire your comments.... Lets just leave it at gratitude from my side, for having tried to decipher my writings..
feels good to know i have a reader in you, even though youre a passing shadow of time............

Stay good Abhinav! ;-D

harpriya said...

and there is a reson as to y it is said that life is a vicious circle....know what i mean?